Post by Anna on Dec 17, 2008 17:47:02 GMT -5
Here's a present for you, just because I love you so, and because I think our boys deserve a soundtrack (:
Link is at the bottom, so you can download when you get your other baby back <3
Also, I didn't quite make it to 50, but I was close.
one. Secret Oath – The Spill Canvas
First meeting [Hanest]
I'm destroying my mind / trying to understand how with little to no effort / you've got me eating out of the palms of your hands
There was not a single spark / when my lips landed on yours in the dark, / but regardless of what happens next / you're my beloved, you just don't know it yet
Tonight I made a secret oath / to keep chasing after you / and I am not going to stop / whether you like it or not
two. Take Me With You – Secondhand Serenade
First meeting Part One [Sebley]
Forgive me if I seem forward, / But I've never been in front of anything like you, / It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning, / Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?,/ And you're smart and you're willing, / And my god this is killing me.
You started to see right through me, / And I'm loving every minute of it, / Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so, / if you’re curious my favorite color's blue, / And I like to sing in the shower, /If you like I'll sing to you
three. Hungry – Ben Lee
First Meeting Part Two [Sebley]
It's strange, it's mad, to want someone so bad / And can't you tell, feel it in every cell / Our eyes, they meet I won't accept defeat / I feel brand new / can't keep my hands off you.
And we get so hungry / We eat each other alive We get so hungry / Only the strong survive / We get so hungry / Cannot get you off my mind
four. You’ve Got a Friend In Me – Backseat Goodbye
First meeting [Kidnest]
You've got troubles, well I've got 'em too / There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you / We stick together and we see it through / You've got a friend in me / You've got a friend in me
Some other folks might be / A little bit smarter than I am / Bigger and stronger too / Maybe / But none of them will ever love you the way I do / It's you and me, boy / And as the years go by / Boys, our friendship will never die / You're gonna see / It's our destiny
five. First Five Times – Stars
Sounds of mapmaking and driving Haley fucking wild. [Sebley]
The first time, in your backyard / Underneath the plastic sheeting / Outside, it was pouring / And we were drunk as shit
Next time, at a party / When all our friends were there / There's nothing like their mattresses / Underneath the stair
six. I Do – Placebo
The boy the tie around his head / first impressions [Kidien]
I wanna be much more like you / Your effortlessly graceful scene / That drips from every pore of you / Where logic cannot intervene / I wanna take a bath with you / And wash the chaos from my skin / I wanna fall in love with you / So how do we begin?
I wanna be much more like you / The way your smile lights up the room / I'll kick back as men flirt with you / To jealousy I'll stay immune / This confidence in me and you / This hope that you and I will bloom / I wanna fall in love with you
seven. Take Me On The Floor – The Veronicas
Meanwhile, Sebastien and Haley are still making art everywhere possible [Sebley]
You captivate me, something about you has got me / I was lonely now you make me feel alive / Will you be mine tonight?
Take me on the floor / I can't take it any more / I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love / Just take me on the floor / I can give you more / You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch.
eight. The Truth Is, You Should Lie With Me – Say Anything
First time in that bathroom stall. [Kidwell]
You're a pretty face, you should like me / I want to get used by you / Cause I'm full of hate, just excite me / I want to get bruised by you
When you burn in hell they remind you / Of all the things you've screwed up in your life / I'll be one of them, if you're inclined to / Turn away from the ever glowing light
nine. The Bondage Song – London After Midnight
The (unwanted) pursuit of the Bible thumper [Hanest]
Innocent child, / how you thought you knew me, / understood my ways, / my dark needs, / the hunt is not the thrill I'm after, / I want the kill, the conquest, / to be your master, / wrap your arms around my pale skin, / it's too late to back out, you're in, / on your knees and praise your new lord, / deeper now, and here's your reward.
ten. I’m Shakin’ – Rooney
The unraveling of said Bible thumper as a result of said pursuit. [Hanest]
I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal / To be normal / I've forgotten what food tastes like / The way it tastes right / The taste buds taste right
I wake up in so much spit and sweat, it is not normal / What is normal? / I go to bed / When I wake up / After cleaning all / All the spit and sweat / I tossed and turned all night / 'cause I was looking for an ending
I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin' / I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now
eleven. Wrapped In Your Arms – Fireflight
Safety blankets [Kidnest]
Is this the whole picture / Or is it just the start? / Is this the way you love me? / You're capturing my heart / I used to try and walk alone / But I've begun to grow / And when you tell me just to rest / I'm finally letting go / I let go
And I'm here to stay / Nothing can separate us / And I know, I'm ok / You cradle me gently / Wrapped in your arms / I'm home
twelve. My Junk (Demo Version) – Duncan Sheik
Kida and various encounters with that handsome blond.
In the midst of this nothing. This miss of a life. / Still there's this one thing just to see you go by. / It's almost like lovin'. Sad as that is. / May not be cool, but it's so where I live
It's like i'm your lover or more like your ghost. / I spend the day wondering what you do, where you go. / I try and just kick it but then what can I do? / We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.
thirteen. Tyrant Mouth – The Bravery
Kida melts on the bathroom floor, remains oblivious to asshole while doing so. [Kidwell]
Every time you come around / There's a bouquet for me / A corsage of promises / And I am pinned / Like a butterfly on a card / I'm naked and I'm scarred / And you're so perfect to me
I'm stuck just like a pig / Roasting in your eyes / I'll believe anything that you want / You gotta teach me how to live / Cause you make me wanna die / You took it all, now you're all I've got
Violent ties with hands like a steeple / Tell me lies with a tongue like a needle / I let the words shot down my throat / A face like an iron fist / That I can never resist / I learn the ...
Words of wisdom from your tyrant mouth / Words of wisdom from your tyrant mouth
fourteen. Flower – Eel
Ernest and Kida at the hands of their respective assholes.
Turn the ugly light off god / Wanna feel the night / Everyday it shines down on me / Don't you think that I see / Don't you think that i see what it's all about / Hard to look the other way / While the world passes me by / And everyone is trying to bum me out
It's a pretty big world god / And i am awful small / Everyday they rain down on me / Flower in a hailstorm / Flower in a hailstorm / I'm living for the drought / I could throw it back at them / But then i play their game / Everyone is trying to bum me out
fifteen. Tear You Apart – She Wants Revenge
Meanwhile, something in Seb is changing, and for all intents and purposes, Haley is a girl. stfu. [Sebley]
It's only just a crush, it'll go away / It's just like all the others it'll go away / Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know / You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close / Skin pressed against me tight / Lie still, and close your eyes / So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close / Soft breath, beating heart / As I whisper in your ear / I want to fucking tear you apart
sixteen. Get Over It – Get Set Go
Haley and Ernest? Never gonna happen. Of course Sebastien has to have his say.
Ain’t it just a bitch? / What a pain, well, it’s a crying shame.
Hey, get, get, get, get, get over it. Hey, get, get, get, get, get over it.
seventeen. Hysteria – Muse
Well, it was only so long before Haley snapped, right? [Hanest]
yeah it's holding me, morphing me / and forcing me to strive / to be endlessly cold within / and dreaming I'm alive /
'cause I want it now / I want it now / give me your heart and your soul / I'm not breaking down / I'm breaking out / last chance to lose control
and I want you now / I want you now / I feel my heart implode / and I'm breaking out / escaping now
feeling my faith erode
eighteen. You’re Gonna Be Wounded (Interlude) – Cast of Spring Awakening
Moments of sickness. [Haley, Ernest]
Oh, you’re gonna be wounded. / Oh, I’m gonna be your wound. / Oh, I’m gonna bruise you. / Oh, you’re gonna be my bruise.
nineteen. End – Secondhand Serenade
Seriously, are there words needed?
Don't let me drown / Don't let me down / Don’t let me drown / Don’t let me down.
twenty. Saved – The Spill Canvas
Aftershock
I am unraveling unbearably empty / and if this ground gives way / I just hope that you'll catch me.
You came and saved me tonight / Defending all my life / Whoa, now I'm content with my breath cause I'm alive
twenty one. I Will Possess Your Heart – Death Cab for Cutie
Fixing the broken.
How I wish you could see the potential, / the potential of you and me. / It's like a book elegantly bound but,
in a language that you can't read. / Just yet.
You gotta spend some time, Love. / You gotta spend some time with me. / And I know that you'll find, love / I will possess your heart.
twenty two. Just Say Yes – Ben Lee
Okay, so Ernest is a bit easily seduced by pretty words. But they’re getting there. [Hanest]
What's the point in praying / If you don't mean what you're saying / Everything you've chased is here and now
Love is a reason to exist / So let it all go and just say yes / If it feels right then why resist / Throw down your arms and just say yes
twenty three. Amazing Because It Is – The Almost
Ernest was so blind, but now he sees. The beginning of a (doomed) beautiful relationship. [Hanest]
I was so scared of everything you put in front of me / I've been arching every part of me / Just to see, see / Why you need me to be / The boy you need me to be
Amazing grace / How sweet the sound / That saves a wretch like me / I once was lost / And now I'm found / Was blind but now I see
twenty four. Skin – Simian
Meanwhile, you really think Seb and Haley would stop doing what they do best? [Sebley]
I need your eyes / I need your smile / I want your mind / I want your life /
I need your skin, skin, skin, skin.
I need your voice / I ain’t got no choice / You're on my mind / All day and night / I need your touch / I aint asking much / Give me your mind / Give me your life
I need your skin, skin, skin, skin
twenty five. Touch Me – The Cast of Spring Awakening
It’s about time Ernest learned it’s okay to touch himself. Thanks Haley. [Hanest]
Touch me me – all silent / Tell me, please – all is forgiven / Consume my wine / Consume my mind / I'll tell you how, how the winds sigh...
Touch me – just try it / Now, there – that's it – God, oh that's heaven
I'll love your light / I'll love you right / We'll wonder down where where the sins cry.
Touch me – just like that / Now we'll wander down where the sins cry
twenty six. Anyone, Anyone – Dashboard Confessional
Meanwhile, in the midst of the new Hanest cuteness, Kida’s a bit lonely.
Get a little anxious / Sometimes you'll be gone and I'll be left behind / Get a little nervous / Sometimes it'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines / Get a little lost look / And some staring from the corner of my eye / Never really mastered disinterest
twenty seven. I Believe (Demo Version) – Duncan Sheik
Well. You know. [Hanest]
I believe / There is love in heaven / I believe / All will be forgiven
I believe / There is love in heaven / I believe / All will be forgiven
twenty eight. Out Work of Art – Just Surrender
It was only so long that this whole triangle thing could work. [Sebley]
I wish that I could walk away / guilt rests in my hands / I know that it is for the better / I never said that I'd compromise / between fact or fiction / there's so much better out there / than you and me / (there's nothing better out there than you and me) / I could end this in seconds / I know it but I don't dare
Blood stained sheets, / What have I gotten myself into this time? / I close my eyes and I believe you. / If I should die I'll never leave you.
twenty nine. Walls (Acoustic) – Emery
Bathroom sessions for abandoned souls, apparently. [Kidwell]
Is this your lesson, a slight discretion, / The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you. / Lock the doors from the inside... /
Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements, / It leaves me breathless, I won't forget this. I won't forget.
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe. / Your eyes see right through me.
Let the walls have their say. / Have their say.
thirty. Accidental Babies – Damien Rice
Let the angsty sex begin. [Sebley]
Do you come / Together ever with him? / And is he dark enough? / Enough to see your light? / And do you brush your teeth before you kiss? / Do you miss my smell? / And is he bold enough to take you on? / Do you feel like you belong? / And does he drive you wild? / Or just mildly free? / What about me?
thirty one. All Over You – The Spill Canvas
Yeah, okay, more Sebastien angst, but this song is fucking perfect. This time? Angst in the form of anger. Rawr. [Sebley]
Yeah he's a looker, / but I really think it's guts that matter most. / I displayed them for you, / strewn out about from coast to coast.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,/ I'm all over you. / I'm not over you. / I wanna taste you one more time again, / I'm all over you. / I'm not over you.
In my daydreams, in my sleep, / infatuation turning into disease. / You could cure me, see all you have to do now / is please try. / Give it your best shot and try. / All I'm asking for is love, / but you never seem to have enough.
This life is way too short / to get caught up in all this stuff / when I just want you to love me back, / why can't you just love me back?
thirty two. You Blew Me Off – Bare Jr.
“Yeah, well, you’re fucking in love with me!” “Yeah, I am.” [Sebley]
When I said, / I love you / You blew me off / It turned me on
thirty three. Closer – NIN
And then, Kida gets the brunt of Seb’s angsty frustration. [Kidien]
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you / You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you / Help me I broke apart my insides, help me Ive got no / Soul to tell / Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get / Away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal / I want to feel you from the inside / I want to fuck you like an animal / My whole existence is flawed
thirty four. Ponytail Parade (acoustic) – Emery
More aftershock. Most angst. More anger. More confusion. [well, just about everyone, huh?]
Three sleepless nights / This isn't how its supposed to be. / But you're so good at / taking your time to get back to me.
I will wait for you forever, / if you would just ask me. / I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.
It scares me to think, / that you could find takers other than me / and better than me.
But your head is elsewhere, / and I’m talking enough for both of us. / When will you see it's not (it’s not) so easy for me / you’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
I never thought that you could say these words. / Is this really happening?
thirty five. Anywhere – Evanescence
Haley has to get out. Ernest won’t leave. Sebastien’s more than willing [Hanest, Sebley]
We're leaving here tonight / There's no need to tell anyone / They'd only hold us down / So by the morning light / We'll be half way to anywhere / Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I / No one knows who we are there / All I want is to give my life only to you / I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore / Let's run away, I'll take you there
Forget this life / Come with me / Don't look back you're safe now / Unlock your heart / Drop your guard /No one's left to stop you
thirty six. In Our Bedroom After the War – Stars
Ernest wakes.
Wake up! Say good morning to that sleepy person lying next to you / If there's no one there, then there's no one there, but at least the war is over
thirty seven. C’mere – Interpol
Oh, well guess who showed up, and guessed what happened? [Sebley]
It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves / The trouble is that you're in love with someone else / It should be me. / Oh, it should be me /
Oh, how I love you / And in the evening, when we are sleeping / We are sleeping. Oh, we are sleeping
thirty eight. Mistakes We Knew We Were Making – Straylight Run
Oh, that cute little world they locked themselves in. [Sebley]
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets, / Let them ferment and came back to our senses, / Drove back home and slept a few days, / Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be
thirty nine. Not Ready Yet – Eels
Sebastien tries, but Haley refuses to talk about it because he’s a little boy. [Sebley]
There's a world outside / And i know 'cause i've heard talk / In my sweetest dream / I would go out for a walk
But i don't think i'm ready yet / I'm not feeling up to it now / Just not that steady yet / And i don't need you telling me how
forty. Bring Him Home – Vocal Spectrum
Ernest’s prayer. I’m sneaky and change “son” to “sun” because I can do that. Betch.
God on high / Hear my prayer / In my need / You have always been there
He is young / He's afraid / Let him rest / Heaven blessed. / Bring him home / Bring him home / Bring him home.
forty one. Broken – Secondhand Serenade
Illusion broken. Fights, and back to the real world. Sebastien couldn’t wait forever, after all. [Sebley]
In the moonlight / Your face it glows / Like a thousand diamonds / I suppose / And your hair flows like / The ocean breeze / Not a million fights / Could make me hate you / You're invincible / Yeah, It's true / It's in your eyes / Where I find peace
Is it broken? / Can we work it out? / Let's light up the town, scream out loud! / Is it broken? / Can we work it out? / I can see in your eyes / You're ready to break / Don't look away.
And time / Is all I ask for / Time / I just need one more day / And time / You've been crying too long / Time / And your tears wrote this song / Stay
forty two. I Wish The Best For You – Emerson heart
Going home, letting go, and all that jazz.
How long can we wait here / To say goodbye? / The words once they're spoken / Are words that we can't take
We'll both regret the hurting / That we will do / You'll learn to forget me / And I'll try /I'll try to forget you.
forty three. Sway – The Perishers
At least some things can be reconciled. [Kidien]
I talk to you as to a friend / I hope that's what you've come to be / It feels as though we've made amends / Like we found a way eventually
I don't wanna hurt you / I don't wanna make you sway / Like I know I've done before / I will not do it anymore
forty four. Once Upon A Time – Bare: a pop opera
Ernest had a lot of time to think while Haley was gone [Hanest]
Once upon a time / I first held your hand / And love was not a crime / In a private world where / You said ‘don’t look down’ / But then I did and now you're lost above me
Can I turn to You in my need? / Would You take me back or watch me bleed? /Are You there? There at all? / And as I fall from the person that I tried to be / Could You really love someone like me?
forty five. It’s Not Over – Secondhand Serenade
And, well, things could only last for so long after it all. [Hanest]
And there's no sense in playing games / When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? / We had the chance to make it / Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over / I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart / Don't say this won't last forever / You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart / Don't tell me that we will never be together / We could be, over and over / We could be, forever
forty six. And Then There Were None (Demo Version) – Duncan Sheik
Everyone – well, everyone’s just broken in the end, huh?
You wanna laugh, it’s too absurd / You start to ask, can’t hear a word / You’re gonna crash and burn / Right, tell me more…
You start to cave, you start to cry / You try to run, nowhere to hide / You want to crumble up, and close that door
Just fuck it – right? Enough, that’s it / You’ll still go on – well, for a bit / Another day of utter shit / And then there were none.
forty seven. The Luckiest – Ben Folds
After all the dust settles, I’d like to think someone will have this ending.
I don't get many things right the first time / In fact, I am told that a lot / Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls / Brought me here
And where was I before the day / That I first saw your lovely face? / Now I see it everyday / And I know
That I am / I am / I am / The luckiest
BONUS TRACK. Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
We made plans to be unbreakable, / love was all we knew. / No insurance for the unthinkable, / blindly get us through. / We've been searching for a lifetime- / short as it may seem. / Riding on the fumes that spark us, / while igniting dreams.
Mistakes we knew we were making. / Mistakes we knew we were making. / Don't think about chances we're taking
DOWNLOAD HERE, YOU BEAUTIFUL GIRL.
Link is at the bottom, so you can download when you get your other baby back <3
Also, I didn't quite make it to 50, but I was close.
Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
soundtrack for this messed up world we've created.
soundtrack for this messed up world we've created.
one. Secret Oath – The Spill Canvas
First meeting [Hanest]
I'm destroying my mind / trying to understand how with little to no effort / you've got me eating out of the palms of your hands
There was not a single spark / when my lips landed on yours in the dark, / but regardless of what happens next / you're my beloved, you just don't know it yet
Tonight I made a secret oath / to keep chasing after you / and I am not going to stop / whether you like it or not
two. Take Me With You – Secondhand Serenade
First meeting Part One [Sebley]
Forgive me if I seem forward, / But I've never been in front of anything like you, / It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning, / Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?,/ And you're smart and you're willing, / And my god this is killing me.
You started to see right through me, / And I'm loving every minute of it, / Its like I'm born again every time I breath in so, / if you’re curious my favorite color's blue, / And I like to sing in the shower, /If you like I'll sing to you
three. Hungry – Ben Lee
First Meeting Part Two [Sebley]
It's strange, it's mad, to want someone so bad / And can't you tell, feel it in every cell / Our eyes, they meet I won't accept defeat / I feel brand new / can't keep my hands off you.
And we get so hungry / We eat each other alive We get so hungry / Only the strong survive / We get so hungry / Cannot get you off my mind
four. You’ve Got a Friend In Me – Backseat Goodbye
First meeting [Kidnest]
You've got troubles, well I've got 'em too / There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you / We stick together and we see it through / You've got a friend in me / You've got a friend in me
Some other folks might be / A little bit smarter than I am / Bigger and stronger too / Maybe / But none of them will ever love you the way I do / It's you and me, boy / And as the years go by / Boys, our friendship will never die / You're gonna see / It's our destiny
five. First Five Times – Stars
Sounds of mapmaking and driving Haley fucking wild. [Sebley]
The first time, in your backyard / Underneath the plastic sheeting / Outside, it was pouring / And we were drunk as shit
Next time, at a party / When all our friends were there / There's nothing like their mattresses / Underneath the stair
six. I Do – Placebo
The boy the tie around his head / first impressions [Kidien]
I wanna be much more like you / Your effortlessly graceful scene / That drips from every pore of you / Where logic cannot intervene / I wanna take a bath with you / And wash the chaos from my skin / I wanna fall in love with you / So how do we begin?
I wanna be much more like you / The way your smile lights up the room / I'll kick back as men flirt with you / To jealousy I'll stay immune / This confidence in me and you / This hope that you and I will bloom / I wanna fall in love with you
seven. Take Me On The Floor – The Veronicas
Meanwhile, Sebastien and Haley are still making art everywhere possible [Sebley]
You captivate me, something about you has got me / I was lonely now you make me feel alive / Will you be mine tonight?
Take me on the floor / I can't take it any more / I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love / Just take me on the floor / I can give you more / You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch.
eight. The Truth Is, You Should Lie With Me – Say Anything
First time in that bathroom stall. [Kidwell]
You're a pretty face, you should like me / I want to get used by you / Cause I'm full of hate, just excite me / I want to get bruised by you
When you burn in hell they remind you / Of all the things you've screwed up in your life / I'll be one of them, if you're inclined to / Turn away from the ever glowing light
nine. The Bondage Song – London After Midnight
The (unwanted) pursuit of the Bible thumper [Hanest]
Innocent child, / how you thought you knew me, / understood my ways, / my dark needs, / the hunt is not the thrill I'm after, / I want the kill, the conquest, / to be your master, / wrap your arms around my pale skin, / it's too late to back out, you're in, / on your knees and praise your new lord, / deeper now, and here's your reward.
ten. I’m Shakin’ – Rooney
The unraveling of said Bible thumper as a result of said pursuit. [Hanest]
I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal / To be normal / I've forgotten what food tastes like / The way it tastes right / The taste buds taste right
I wake up in so much spit and sweat, it is not normal / What is normal? / I go to bed / When I wake up / After cleaning all / All the spit and sweat / I tossed and turned all night / 'cause I was looking for an ending
I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin' / I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now
eleven. Wrapped In Your Arms – Fireflight
Safety blankets [Kidnest]
Is this the whole picture / Or is it just the start? / Is this the way you love me? / You're capturing my heart / I used to try and walk alone / But I've begun to grow / And when you tell me just to rest / I'm finally letting go / I let go
And I'm here to stay / Nothing can separate us / And I know, I'm ok / You cradle me gently / Wrapped in your arms / I'm home
twelve. My Junk (Demo Version) – Duncan Sheik
Kida and various encounters with that handsome blond.
In the midst of this nothing. This miss of a life. / Still there's this one thing just to see you go by. / It's almost like lovin'. Sad as that is. / May not be cool, but it's so where I live
It's like i'm your lover or more like your ghost. / I spend the day wondering what you do, where you go. / I try and just kick it but then what can I do? / We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.
thirteen. Tyrant Mouth – The Bravery
Kida melts on the bathroom floor, remains oblivious to asshole while doing so. [Kidwell]
Every time you come around / There's a bouquet for me / A corsage of promises / And I am pinned / Like a butterfly on a card / I'm naked and I'm scarred / And you're so perfect to me
I'm stuck just like a pig / Roasting in your eyes / I'll believe anything that you want / You gotta teach me how to live / Cause you make me wanna die / You took it all, now you're all I've got
Violent ties with hands like a steeple / Tell me lies with a tongue like a needle / I let the words shot down my throat / A face like an iron fist / That I can never resist / I learn the ...
Words of wisdom from your tyrant mouth / Words of wisdom from your tyrant mouth
fourteen. Flower – Eel
Ernest and Kida at the hands of their respective assholes.
Turn the ugly light off god / Wanna feel the night / Everyday it shines down on me / Don't you think that I see / Don't you think that i see what it's all about / Hard to look the other way / While the world passes me by / And everyone is trying to bum me out
It's a pretty big world god / And i am awful small / Everyday they rain down on me / Flower in a hailstorm / Flower in a hailstorm / I'm living for the drought / I could throw it back at them / But then i play their game / Everyone is trying to bum me out
fifteen. Tear You Apart – She Wants Revenge
Meanwhile, something in Seb is changing, and for all intents and purposes, Haley is a girl. stfu. [Sebley]
It's only just a crush, it'll go away / It's just like all the others it'll go away / Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know / You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close / Skin pressed against me tight / Lie still, and close your eyes / So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close / Soft breath, beating heart / As I whisper in your ear / I want to fucking tear you apart
sixteen. Get Over It – Get Set Go
Haley and Ernest? Never gonna happen. Of course Sebastien has to have his say.
Ain’t it just a bitch? / What a pain, well, it’s a crying shame.
Hey, get, get, get, get, get over it. Hey, get, get, get, get, get over it.
seventeen. Hysteria – Muse
Well, it was only so long before Haley snapped, right? [Hanest]
yeah it's holding me, morphing me / and forcing me to strive / to be endlessly cold within / and dreaming I'm alive /
'cause I want it now / I want it now / give me your heart and your soul / I'm not breaking down / I'm breaking out / last chance to lose control
and I want you now / I want you now / I feel my heart implode / and I'm breaking out / escaping now
feeling my faith erode
eighteen. You’re Gonna Be Wounded (Interlude) – Cast of Spring Awakening
Moments of sickness. [Haley, Ernest]
Oh, you’re gonna be wounded. / Oh, I’m gonna be your wound. / Oh, I’m gonna bruise you. / Oh, you’re gonna be my bruise.
nineteen. End – Secondhand Serenade
Seriously, are there words needed?
Don't let me drown / Don't let me down / Don’t let me drown / Don’t let me down.
twenty. Saved – The Spill Canvas
Aftershock
I am unraveling unbearably empty / and if this ground gives way / I just hope that you'll catch me.
You came and saved me tonight / Defending all my life / Whoa, now I'm content with my breath cause I'm alive
twenty one. I Will Possess Your Heart – Death Cab for Cutie
Fixing the broken.
How I wish you could see the potential, / the potential of you and me. / It's like a book elegantly bound but,
in a language that you can't read. / Just yet.
You gotta spend some time, Love. / You gotta spend some time with me. / And I know that you'll find, love / I will possess your heart.
twenty two. Just Say Yes – Ben Lee
Okay, so Ernest is a bit easily seduced by pretty words. But they’re getting there. [Hanest]
What's the point in praying / If you don't mean what you're saying / Everything you've chased is here and now
Love is a reason to exist / So let it all go and just say yes / If it feels right then why resist / Throw down your arms and just say yes
twenty three. Amazing Because It Is – The Almost
Ernest was so blind, but now he sees. The beginning of a (doomed) beautiful relationship. [Hanest]
I was so scared of everything you put in front of me / I've been arching every part of me / Just to see, see / Why you need me to be / The boy you need me to be
Amazing grace / How sweet the sound / That saves a wretch like me / I once was lost / And now I'm found / Was blind but now I see
twenty four. Skin – Simian
Meanwhile, you really think Seb and Haley would stop doing what they do best? [Sebley]
I need your eyes / I need your smile / I want your mind / I want your life /
I need your skin, skin, skin, skin.
I need your voice / I ain’t got no choice / You're on my mind / All day and night / I need your touch / I aint asking much / Give me your mind / Give me your life
I need your skin, skin, skin, skin
twenty five. Touch Me – The Cast of Spring Awakening
It’s about time Ernest learned it’s okay to touch himself. Thanks Haley. [Hanest]
Touch me me – all silent / Tell me, please – all is forgiven / Consume my wine / Consume my mind / I'll tell you how, how the winds sigh...
Touch me – just try it / Now, there – that's it – God, oh that's heaven
I'll love your light / I'll love you right / We'll wonder down where where the sins cry.
Touch me – just like that / Now we'll wander down where the sins cry
twenty six. Anyone, Anyone – Dashboard Confessional
Meanwhile, in the midst of the new Hanest cuteness, Kida’s a bit lonely.
Get a little anxious / Sometimes you'll be gone and I'll be left behind / Get a little nervous / Sometimes it'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines / Get a little lost look / And some staring from the corner of my eye / Never really mastered disinterest
twenty seven. I Believe (Demo Version) – Duncan Sheik
Well. You know. [Hanest]
I believe / There is love in heaven / I believe / All will be forgiven
I believe / There is love in heaven / I believe / All will be forgiven
twenty eight. Out Work of Art – Just Surrender
It was only so long that this whole triangle thing could work. [Sebley]
I wish that I could walk away / guilt rests in my hands / I know that it is for the better / I never said that I'd compromise / between fact or fiction / there's so much better out there / than you and me / (there's nothing better out there than you and me) / I could end this in seconds / I know it but I don't dare
Blood stained sheets, / What have I gotten myself into this time? / I close my eyes and I believe you. / If I should die I'll never leave you.
twenty nine. Walls (Acoustic) – Emery
Bathroom sessions for abandoned souls, apparently. [Kidwell]
Is this your lesson, a slight discretion, / The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you. / Lock the doors from the inside... /
Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements, / It leaves me breathless, I won't forget this. I won't forget.
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe. / Your eyes see right through me.
Let the walls have their say. / Have their say.
thirty. Accidental Babies – Damien Rice
Let the angsty sex begin. [Sebley]
Do you come / Together ever with him? / And is he dark enough? / Enough to see your light? / And do you brush your teeth before you kiss? / Do you miss my smell? / And is he bold enough to take you on? / Do you feel like you belong? / And does he drive you wild? / Or just mildly free? / What about me?
thirty one. All Over You – The Spill Canvas
Yeah, okay, more Sebastien angst, but this song is fucking perfect. This time? Angst in the form of anger. Rawr. [Sebley]
Yeah he's a looker, / but I really think it's guts that matter most. / I displayed them for you, / strewn out about from coast to coast.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,/ I'm all over you. / I'm not over you. / I wanna taste you one more time again, / I'm all over you. / I'm not over you.
In my daydreams, in my sleep, / infatuation turning into disease. / You could cure me, see all you have to do now / is please try. / Give it your best shot and try. / All I'm asking for is love, / but you never seem to have enough.
This life is way too short / to get caught up in all this stuff / when I just want you to love me back, / why can't you just love me back?
thirty two. You Blew Me Off – Bare Jr.
“Yeah, well, you’re fucking in love with me!” “Yeah, I am.” [Sebley]
When I said, / I love you / You blew me off / It turned me on
thirty three. Closer – NIN
And then, Kida gets the brunt of Seb’s angsty frustration. [Kidien]
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you / You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you / Help me I broke apart my insides, help me Ive got no / Soul to tell / Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get / Away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal / I want to feel you from the inside / I want to fuck you like an animal / My whole existence is flawed
thirty four. Ponytail Parade (acoustic) – Emery
More aftershock. Most angst. More anger. More confusion. [well, just about everyone, huh?]
Three sleepless nights / This isn't how its supposed to be. / But you're so good at / taking your time to get back to me.
I will wait for you forever, / if you would just ask me. / I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.
It scares me to think, / that you could find takers other than me / and better than me.
But your head is elsewhere, / and I’m talking enough for both of us. / When will you see it's not (it’s not) so easy for me / you’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
I never thought that you could say these words. / Is this really happening?
thirty five. Anywhere – Evanescence
Haley has to get out. Ernest won’t leave. Sebastien’s more than willing [Hanest, Sebley]
We're leaving here tonight / There's no need to tell anyone / They'd only hold us down / So by the morning light / We'll be half way to anywhere / Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I / No one knows who we are there / All I want is to give my life only to you / I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore / Let's run away, I'll take you there
Forget this life / Come with me / Don't look back you're safe now / Unlock your heart / Drop your guard /No one's left to stop you
thirty six. In Our Bedroom After the War – Stars
Ernest wakes.
Wake up! Say good morning to that sleepy person lying next to you / If there's no one there, then there's no one there, but at least the war is over
thirty seven. C’mere – Interpol
Oh, well guess who showed up, and guessed what happened? [Sebley]
It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves / The trouble is that you're in love with someone else / It should be me. / Oh, it should be me /
Oh, how I love you / And in the evening, when we are sleeping / We are sleeping. Oh, we are sleeping
thirty eight. Mistakes We Knew We Were Making – Straylight Run
Oh, that cute little world they locked themselves in. [Sebley]
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets, / Let them ferment and came back to our senses, / Drove back home and slept a few days, / Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be
thirty nine. Not Ready Yet – Eels
Sebastien tries, but Haley refuses to talk about it because he’s a little boy. [Sebley]
There's a world outside / And i know 'cause i've heard talk / In my sweetest dream / I would go out for a walk
But i don't think i'm ready yet / I'm not feeling up to it now / Just not that steady yet / And i don't need you telling me how
forty. Bring Him Home – Vocal Spectrum
Ernest’s prayer. I’m sneaky and change “son” to “sun” because I can do that. Betch.
God on high / Hear my prayer / In my need / You have always been there
He is young / He's afraid / Let him rest / Heaven blessed. / Bring him home / Bring him home / Bring him home.
forty one. Broken – Secondhand Serenade
Illusion broken. Fights, and back to the real world. Sebastien couldn’t wait forever, after all. [Sebley]
In the moonlight / Your face it glows / Like a thousand diamonds / I suppose / And your hair flows like / The ocean breeze / Not a million fights / Could make me hate you / You're invincible / Yeah, It's true / It's in your eyes / Where I find peace
Is it broken? / Can we work it out? / Let's light up the town, scream out loud! / Is it broken? / Can we work it out? / I can see in your eyes / You're ready to break / Don't look away.
And time / Is all I ask for / Time / I just need one more day / And time / You've been crying too long / Time / And your tears wrote this song / Stay
forty two. I Wish The Best For You – Emerson heart
Going home, letting go, and all that jazz.
How long can we wait here / To say goodbye? / The words once they're spoken / Are words that we can't take
We'll both regret the hurting / That we will do / You'll learn to forget me / And I'll try /I'll try to forget you.
forty three. Sway – The Perishers
At least some things can be reconciled. [Kidien]
I talk to you as to a friend / I hope that's what you've come to be / It feels as though we've made amends / Like we found a way eventually
I don't wanna hurt you / I don't wanna make you sway / Like I know I've done before / I will not do it anymore
forty four. Once Upon A Time – Bare: a pop opera
Ernest had a lot of time to think while Haley was gone [Hanest]
Once upon a time / I first held your hand / And love was not a crime / In a private world where / You said ‘don’t look down’ / But then I did and now you're lost above me
Can I turn to You in my need? / Would You take me back or watch me bleed? /Are You there? There at all? / And as I fall from the person that I tried to be / Could You really love someone like me?
forty five. It’s Not Over – Secondhand Serenade
And, well, things could only last for so long after it all. [Hanest]
And there's no sense in playing games / When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? / We had the chance to make it / Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over / I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart / Don't say this won't last forever / You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart / Don't tell me that we will never be together / We could be, over and over / We could be, forever
forty six. And Then There Were None (Demo Version) – Duncan Sheik
Everyone – well, everyone’s just broken in the end, huh?
You wanna laugh, it’s too absurd / You start to ask, can’t hear a word / You’re gonna crash and burn / Right, tell me more…
You start to cave, you start to cry / You try to run, nowhere to hide / You want to crumble up, and close that door
Just fuck it – right? Enough, that’s it / You’ll still go on – well, for a bit / Another day of utter shit / And then there were none.
forty seven. The Luckiest – Ben Folds
After all the dust settles, I’d like to think someone will have this ending.
I don't get many things right the first time / In fact, I am told that a lot / Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls / Brought me here
And where was I before the day / That I first saw your lovely face? / Now I see it everyday / And I know
That I am / I am / I am / The luckiest
BONUS TRACK. Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
We made plans to be unbreakable, / love was all we knew. / No insurance for the unthinkable, / blindly get us through. / We've been searching for a lifetime- / short as it may seem. / Riding on the fumes that spark us, / while igniting dreams.
Mistakes we knew we were making. / Mistakes we knew we were making. / Don't think about chances we're taking
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